Wednesday, January 18, 2012 11:23 PM
Unexpected feelings.
Today was an relatively busy day at work, and I finally got to work with my employer, Jessie. She was pretty nice to me, unexpectedly. I thought that I was in for a lot of scoldings today, but the closest to a scolding was her smiling and calling me 'cute' because I put the banana pieces one by one when I could just slide them through.
She left at 6PM, I worked till 10:30PM.
Oh. And first love visited me at work today with his friends. He didn't buy anything though, I think he went to play pool and just came by to visit. It surprised me, seeing that familiar face through the crowd. Didn't quite know how to react.
Feel guilty towards my baby cause I think I've neglected her due to work. Everyday I wake up tired and aching, and I hurriedly walk her as I have to rush for work. I come back at night just to wash up and sleep.
I don't even have time to play with her, and I only felt guilty when Narisa brought her along to fetch me back home from work, and my baby whined for me to carry her when she saw me.
I'm sorry Hazel, mummy's gonna sleep with you on the living room sofa tonight to make up for it.
Hate the stupid decision my dad made to keep dogs away from our room.
I miss sleeping with baby.
Shall stop here now, tomorrow's waiting for me.
A face that took me so long to forget.
Love,
Natalie Ishot
