Friday, April 20, 2012 2:01 PM
Getting back on track.
Hello earthlings.
RP's been terribly interesting. Time passes by so fast in school. It's like, you look at the time, and what seems like half an hour passes, but when you look at the time, it's actually a few hours.
I love the way they give us problems to solve, it really keep us busy and no one has the time to slack. It makes us more productive, I guess. And to those lazy people,
Except for today though. We learnt programming, and we're using this software called Python2.6.5.
As cool as its name sounds, it sucks. We're made to command a freaking turtle to draw.
Seriously? It's called a python but we're using a turtle.
ANYWAY,
Baby's be fetching me from Bukit Batok these few days, soooo sweet. <3
And now, today's topic.
Letting go.
Sometimes, we tend to hold onto things that hurt us. Why? It could be because of many reasons. Maybe that something means a lot to us, maybe you can't do without that something, maybe you love that something, or maybe, it's all of the above.
Don't get me wrong, at times, it's right to let go, and at times, it's not. What do I mean?
Well, effort has to be put into everything in order for it to be fruitful, just like how a student whom studies would score well for his exams. It's the same for a relationship. In a relationship, there's bound to be quarrels. You do not simply let go of a relationship just because a quarrel happened, and you decided to give it up.
That's not a relationship, that's probably infatuation.
In a real relationship, fights happen. Nothing will ever be perfect, because this is what makes a relationship real.
Letting go is when you've been hurting too much, letting go is when you've been doing so much, but nothing ever works. Letting go is when you know that you need to move on. Letting go is when you've loved someone for the longest period of time, but they never love you back.
Just like how a student who studies so hard, but yet, fails his exams. He was probably taking the wrong approach to studying, and hence, he failed.
Letting go may not be necessarily a bad thing.
Auditions are on Monday and Tuesday! I'm sort of excited and nervous.
I love school. At least, for now.
AND, this song is stuck in my head. It's been replaying and replaying and replaying at the back of my mind.
And with that, I'm signing off.
Love,
Natalie Ishot
