Hello earthlings, <3. Watched Alien Ressurection with Boyf today, it's an old show but I love it. (:
I mean like, which Alien series actually had a predator recognize a human as its mother?

I think I told my dad this before, but I said that I wanted the sculpture of the Queen alien for my birthday this year. It used to be sold at Plaza Sing, but I think someon bought it already (': Just so you know what it looks like,


Sick much? It's like when your friends come to your house, and instead of telling them

"Hey check out my dog/Wii/PS3/XBOX360!"

You go like,

"Hey. Check out my Queen Alien's head." *Insert proud beam*.

Okay, nevermind.

Anyway, I went to Eric Moo's concert yesterday. I would very much have enjoyed it if I understood what he was singing about. And after so, so, long, I finally wore a dressssssss. I don't even like to say that word out. But here's a picture for you guys anyway!


Anddddd, the one I uploaded on Facebook.


I would never ever wear one unless it's necessary. The same goes for skirts. End of topic.

Watched MIB3 before the concert, it's a 4.0/5. And that means, Watch it.

And since we're talking so much about movies today, let's talk about the people I normally encounter with in the cinema.

I call them, The Students.

When I say students, I don't mean all of them. I meant the ones that walk right in talking very loudly and pushing each other to their seats. They don't even say an "excuse me" when they wanna walk past you. Even when the movie starts, they're still talking like it's their grandfather's cinema. The entire movie goes on with them laughing and screaming like Hyenas.


It's people like this that I get so frustrated with when I'm in public. They make me feel like screaming at them to be more considerate. When you're in public, there's others around you. Yea sure, we can have fun, we cna be ourselves, but please, not at a freaking cinemaaaaaaa. It's called a cinema, NOT, a market.

The same applies to Food And Beverages outlets. Those really disgusting people that take off their shoes and start plucking their toenails underneath the table. It's gross. Really.

Do you know what's the most horrifying thing ever?

Those auntie and uncles that use their age as an advantage.

I'm old, so I get to cut your queue for the bus.

I'm old, so I get to cut your queue for my food.

I'm old, so I can push my way to a seat.

I'm old, so I can pretend you're not there, cut whatever queue I like, do whatever I like, and uh uh, *waves finger*, you can't do no shit about it.


Yea okay.

I'm pretty sure that all of us have encountered this kind of people before, and let me just add on for all of us, that it's an unpleasant feeling.

When we do a good deed for the seniors, it comes from our hearts. It's so pissing to see such people expect so much from the society, from us.

And with that, I'm ending off this post.

Can't wait for programmes to start on Friday <3 !

Love,
Natalie Ishot








Oh really? Actually, I don't care.

Hello beautifuls.

So today, I spent my morning trying on clothes that my sister was trying to sell off in her online shop.

Anyone whom knows me well enough should know that camwhoring's my favourite sport. Literally.

I had loads of fun.


And this one's my favouriteeeee. <3 2nd Monthsary with boyfriend was really fun too, he brought me for Sakae Sushi, and as usual, we talked about a lot of nonsense. The most genuine smiles in my life always happens with him. Today's topic is gonna be about the notorious FriendZone.
Was having ths conversation with my friend about being friendzoned, and I guess all of us knows how it feels like.

It feels like crap.

It's like,

"I love you."

"I love you too, bestfriend!"


Mmhmm.

And that's not the worst of it.

You guys spend most of your time together, talk about anything under the sky, take pictures with each other, and do what most couples do, but you're not together.

This isn't a problem until, one of you falls for the other, but the other doesn't feel the same.

I'm not saying that falling in love with your friend is wrong, I'm talking about how absolutely ridiculous the situation would turn out to be later on.

Once they've found out about your attraction towards them, they start drifting away from you, and giving you the cold shoulder. They shun you away, and treat you like you've never ever been there.


So what if you've fallen for them? You're still human. You have feelings. If you can't be together with them, it's fine. All you ever wanted was to make them happy and still exist in part of their life. They don't seem to see it that way though.

What I'm trying to bring across is, open your heart people. If someone loves you, let them love you. You don't need to love them back like how they love you, but appreciate it. It's one thing to love someone, and another to be loved.

Don't make the friendzone turn into something nastier.

And for all you may know, that person that loves you could be everything that you've wanted, and time would tell if anything's gonna happen. (:

Anyway, Assist meeting happened yesterday night, and I was just so glad to see everyone back together. Programmes are coming up, and I can't wait!

Well, it's the holidays today.

Enjoy your break people!

Love,
Natalie Ishot



Little things that make up part of your life.

Hello earthlings. (:

I had Creative Concept today, and mmhmm, it was a hell load of fun.

Searched my name 'Natalie Ishot' on Google yesterday, and my picture came out. HAHAHA.

That moment when you feel all famous and powerful.

ANYWAY.

Well, today, I was in the toilet when an idea struck me. Yes. The toilet.

Today's topic is gonna be about the most annoying things that I remember about in my life, and I'm pretty sure that most of you are able to relate to it.


1. The Half-Flush.

You're in the toilet. In school/public. You've done whatever that mother nature has ordered you to. You push the flush button, and get ready to unlock the cubicle door. Just as your hands reach the lock, you realise that the toilet does what I call the 'Half-Flush', with the remaining of your work of art still present in the toilet bowl. There's people outside waiting for their turns. And yes, it's just proper manners to entirely flush your stuff down. You have to turn around, and try to flush it again. Repeat process when wild 'Half-Flush' appears.


I don't think that walking to and fro from the flush button actually helps me to lose weight, so bitch please, FLUSH EVERY F*CKING THING DOWN.

2. The Nevermind Conversation.

Friend: Hey, you know something?

You: What?

Friend: *Pauses to think* Oh, aiyah, nevermind.

You:


THEN DON'T TELL ME IN THE FIRST PLACE. I mean like, you just made whatever that you were trying to say sound like it was some top secret kept by the government, and when I lean in to hear about it, you dash my hopes of hearing it. It's annoying. Really.

3. That really, really, annoying person in class.

No matter which planet you're from, there'll be this one annoying person you'll meet at certain points of life. The one that no matter how ridiculously you try to accept them as the way they are, you just can't. They do things that annoy and irritate the hell out of you, and even simple things like asking you a question already makes you wanna walk off and hide. The sight of them irks you, and their voice.. Well, you get what I mean.


4. I'm tired. Really.

It's a long long day that you've been through, and you're in the MRT. There's an empty seat. The reserved seat. The debate over whether you should sit down or not starts in your mind. And when you finally decide to sit down, that naggy feeling of being Stomped haunts you at the back of your mind, all the way until your stop comes.


5. Poker cheeks.

Friend: Eh __(Insert your name here)__!

You: *Turns around* What?

-Realizes that friend's finger is poking your cheeks, with that smug look on their face.-


And you're like.



Andddddddd, I'm gonna stop here, because it's 11PM already, and I have school tomorrow.

But I have to say, that we all find joy and laughter through all this annoying shit. Somehow.


Yeap.

And tomorrow's the 24th, it's me and Babyboys 2nd monthsaryyyyyyyy. <3

I love you boyfrienddddd. Although you're annoying at times.

Oh wait.

You're annoying 24/7.

But I still love you. (:

And readers, you know what?

Nothing.

GOODNIGHT.

Love,
Natalie Ishot







Don't ever forget.

Hello earthlings. (:

I've a few things to talk about, but let's just go through them one by one aye?

Firstly, I've been in a rather funky mood for the past few days. I've been annoying the heck out of everybody, and I've been saying the craziest stuff. I'm not going to elaborate on that, because they don't make sense at all. And after looking through random shit on the net like



I go like wow, because these people have guts.

Just to add on, if you wanna go for temporary hair colors, you're in luck because these babies are all over Sg now.


Where are you gonna get them? How much are they?

Well,


Prescillia's selling them at 1 for $8.50. What's MORE, if you get 2, she'll give it to you for $8 each. Orders stops on this Friday, the 25th of May. Be fast babes. Support her okay, (:


Anyway, so today's topic would be about Appreciation.

So, you've just started a relationship.

For every morning that you wake up to, and every moment before you turn in for the night, you'll get a Good Morning or Goodnight text. For every ending phonecall, there's always the 'Who says goodbye first' game. For every date that draws near, you can't wait for time to pass faster. For every date that you go to, a simple holding of hands can make you happy. Those hugs and kisses, unforgettable.

Then, a few months pass by.

For every morning that you wake up to, and every moment before you turn in for the night, your morning texts are reduced to a 'Good morning', 'Goodnight'. For every phonecall, there's hardly a proper conversation, but dead silence and awkwardness, ending with a fast click of the phone. For every date that draws near, you see it as a routine, just a simple outing. For every date that you go to, you know what to expect, everything just comes naturally. Those hugs and kisses. What do they mean to you? And the thing is, you barely care about them anyway.


You stopped appreciating. He stopped appreciating. She stopped appreciating.

By stopping, you fail to see the meaning behind every word, and every action. You let the meaning of everything, that anything has ever stood for, fade away into nothing.

We always make the same mistakes. We never appreciate anything until it's gone. By then, we would never get it back, and even if we do, they don't feel the same anymore.

Remind yourself, that whatever someone does for you, they do it with feelings. They do it wholeheartedly. They do it for you.

Remind yourself, that whenever someone stops appreciating whatever you're doing for them, and no matter how hard you try to tell them of how you feel, but they don't care, then it's time for you to leave. You've done your part. And they've done theirs, and think that it's enough. You'l find someone better, someone who knows how to appreciate you.

The bottom line is,

Don't take things for granted.


And I'm not only applying this to BGRs. You have parents. You have teachers. You came from somewhere, and definitely not from the rubbish chute. Your knowledge, obviously taught. We're not prodigies. That would be absolutely scary.

UTs are starting soon, and still no sense of urgency from me. Should really start appreciating the time I still have to do some revision. And these are the times when I want to be a prodigy. Gaaaaah.

And today's got to be the best presentation ever. Felt really proud of the team, like,

G DOUBLE O D J O B GOOD JOB, *clap clap* GOOD JOB.


Special day on Thursday, Thursdaaay.

Can't wait.

Assist Meeting on Friday, Fridaaaay.

Can't wait ether.

Oh well, they say that one waits for the best things in life.

Oh wait.

DON'T WAIT, like what the hell, you don't wait for them to come, you get them yourself.

I miss my girlfriend. That Nerice Ng.

And that's all for today.

Love,
Natalie Ishot










Hold on, I promise it gets brighter.

Hello world, it's a sunny sunny morning, and that means, smile. (:

Okay, so I was woken up by my mum, who was singing rolling in the deep as she mopped the floor.

Baby's having lunch with me and my mummy today. He's damn nervous. HAHAHA.

Anyway, I've snapped out of feeling moody and shit. I've realised that some things are simply inevitable, and we've just gotta look ahead, and move on. In life, there's always gonna be people out there that are going to hurt you, or want to hurt you. There's nothing much we can do about that, except for ignoring them and moving along.

Success is the best revenge.

Keep your head held high, cause no one can ever stop you.


And to all the girls out there, let me just say, that each and everyone of us are beautiful. We're all different, and we shouldn't change the way we look, just for society to accept us.

Sometimes when I go out, I observe people. It just makes me wonder on how one can put on so much makeup to cover her face. I mean, makeup's fine. But too much just.. Just makes me feel like you're ashamed of what you are.


Confidence, is just the sexiest, sexiest thing a girl can ever have.

I've seen captions on facebook like 'No makeup, I look ugly here.' whenever a girl posts a picture of herself. It makes me wanna bang my head on the wall, because, since when does one need makeup to feel pretty? If that is so, then one might as well wear makeup 24/7. Even when you bathe, and sleep. Then when that happens, you can truly look beautiful in your dreams, yes?

NO.

Don't hide behind all that. You are what you are, and be proud of it.

Haven't you heard?

The best makeup a girl can have, is her smile.



Think about it. (:

We're all beautiful people out there.


Love,
Natalie Ishot



So, I'm not important to you anymore?

Hello earthlings, it's a really warm and humid Monday, and that's not helping with my mood at all.

So.

I'm kinda hurt and disapointed right now, as someone I loved just decided to chuck me aside. Like I never existed.

I should have seen the signs, ever since I became a substitude. I should have trusted my head, when it told me that I was nothing much to her. But somehow, and someway, the heart always convinces you to do something that would end up hurting you anyway.



Yea.

It's just painful on how you can tell someone of how much she means to you, and how much you miss her, only to be ignored. I thought we had something more. I thought we were close.

Or maybe, I thought wrong.

I'm just tired of how I'm always the one trying to salvage whatever's left of a relationship or friendship. I'm just tired of how I say my heartfelt feelings, only to find out that they were treated like shit. I'm just tired of trying so hard, to keep the ones I love close, only to lose them.

But who am I to complain, when everyone's tired too?

And so I waited for your reply, but it never came, and I doubt it would ever come. Because I really do mean nothing to you, right? All you ever said, they were fake too, right? About how we bonded so fast, and how close we were. Or maybe. Yea. We bonded too fast, because it was all fake.

I wish you knew of how much you've changed. I wish you knew of how much you were hurting me, and everyone else. I wish you knew of what you have becomed.

Don't expect me to be all nice anymore. Because I hate to be fake.


Funny how I start to realize that you're intentionally trying to hurt me. And how you never ever recognize my efforts. Only when I start crying my eyes out. Because reality fucks you in the face.

And next, I would like to go on about crying.

I've never perceived crying as a weakness, and it makes me wonder on why so many people think that it is.

I mean like, we're humans. We have eyes. And they're given to us so that we can see and cry. If our eyes were only created for sight, then we might as well be like goldfishes and never blink.

"Crying doesn't mean that you are weak. It just means that you have been strong for too long."

Sounds familiar? Mmhmm.

Stop holding everything in, and let everything out.

If you're gonna keep everything inside, I can promise, that one day, you're gonna blow up like a Voltorb.


Just wanna say thanks to babyboy for being my listening ear. And Gabriel, for trying to say stupid stuffs, just to cheer me up in school. And Hubert, for his concern.

And that's about it.

Till next time,

Love,
Natalie Ishot







It was never easy.

Say hello to my new wallpaper.

Well, time really passes fast. In a blink of an eye, it's friday again.

It's already week 4 in school, and UTs are coming up. I fee somehow stressed, but not to the extend that I would revise all my 6Ps.

The whole week had gone by in a flash.

Problems, problems, problems, and more problems, followed by League Of Legends at night. I need to do something to change my schedule, it's kinda meaningless.

Babyboy has been spending a lot of time with me, and I really appreciate it, so I'm just writing it here if he ever sees it. Thank you. <3 Mmhmm. Yesterday wasn't a great day, but I shall not elaborate on it and instead, would like to share with you something else more meaningful. So, two days ago, I had a module called "Creative Concept". We had to use personal experiences to compile it into a story. One group really moved me with theirs, and even after class, it got me thinking throughout my way home. They made a short film, and a part of it went like this.

Dear 17 year old me,

You used to be so obedient. You used to cry over grades, but now you are crying over boys who dont want you.

The only time when you got hurt physically was when you fell accidentally.

But at this age, you hurt yourself physically and intentionally because you feel sad and lonely.

You smoke, you fight and you take drugs. You take part in activities that you are too young for.

You act without thinking and you yearn for the thrill of committing the crimes.

You went astray, but its ok. You are still young.




I find their script truly inspirational. And they are absolutely right.

Do you remember crying over that heartache that haunted you over and over again? Do you remember feeling lost and empty when you got rejected? Or maybe that first puff of smoke you took, just to be part of the crowd, just to fit in. What about going against your conscience, and bullying someone with your friends, although you know that they are innocent? Maybe even coming home with bruises, and yelling at your parents when they asked an innocent "What happened?"

I'm sure that we all do.

And this is to all the teens out there.

Whatever that you've wasted, you can still make it up.

We're still young, and we've got so much ahead of us.


Make your life worth while, because it's never too late.

Love,
Natalie Ishot




No Nat, things doesn't work out as easily as you want them to.

It's days like this that I feel somehow, suffocated. I've got that cringing feeling last night, that today's not really gonna be a great day.

Anyone felt like this before?

I just feel like blending into my walls, or hiding under my blanket for the whole day. Cause I feel like the whole world is swallowing me up. And I know why I feel this way.

As I'm lying on my bed, blogging, I can still hear my father in the livng room, playing his "Plants Vs Zombies." I've been hearing the crunching of plants and zombies mumbling "brains", for the entire day. It occasionally interrupts my thoughts.

I wish I knew what was...Brains. going on in your mind.

Goddammit.


I simply do not understand how the sunflowers can look so happy when they're probably gonna be eaten up anyway.

Right.

So anyway.

I just told babyboy that Im gonna eat my lunch then bathe Hazel, but I figured out that I should blog first.

Don't you absolutely hate it when you find out that someone really isn't who they are? Like suddenly, they're all Barbies and Kens. I used to be like that at a point of time, just to, you know, 'fit in'. But then I got tired of it and eventually stopped trying anyway.

But we can't blame them, can we? It's like this society expects so much from us.

If we give up too early, we're not trying. If we don't give up at all, we're trying too hard. If girls put on makeup, they're fake. If they don't, they're plain. If we want to be alone, we're anti-social. If we have mix around with too many friends, we're trying to be popular.

And the list goes so on and so forth.

So everyone becomes the same, and really. One day we're all gonna wake up and realise that we're all clones.


Being fake is bad enough. But being fake in any kind of relationship?

Bang your head on the wall, and screw yourself a million times, please.

So I tweeted this morning,

"If you don't hurt after a relationship is over, you never really were in the relationship anyway."

Sounds familiar, yes?

That person simply goes back to leading his/her normal lives, like you've never existed. They go out with their friends, they tweet and update their status on how happy their lives are, and they eat the best stuff on earth and take pictures of them. But they never, ever, mention you.

Ouch.

Right now, it's like a battlefield in my mind, and I feel queasy just thinking about it. I'm at that point of life where I think too much, and a simple, simple, simple problem leads to a series of probably not gonna happen events but it still goes on anyway and the ending scares the shit out of me, and I feel upset.

Oh well.

You know what?

Actually, I think that the sunflowers in PvZ do smile for a reason.

I just imagined them saying,

"Dude, you're gonna die before you can even walk through one more grass tile."

Of course, they said it in their heads cause smiling while talking is kinda creepy.

So learn from them people, smile through that shit, cause you're gonna make it through.

And the same goes for you, Nat.

My dad just died in the game.

I heard the iPad screaming

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO."


HAHA, YOUR BRAIN JUST GOT EATEN, DAD.

Kay, time to go eat some brains.

And I love you, Hans.

Love,
Natalie Ishot








No really, stay away.

SO, I REALLY REALLY HATE PROGRAMMING.

Python is shit, the Turtle can't draw for nuts, and the facilitator smells of alcohol and smoke.

And I'm currently having the module now.

Someobody, somebody, kill me pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaase.

Anyway,

I lost my handphone and wallet within these two days. God knows where I left my mind at.


And I found them the day after.

Life's testing me. I swear.

I'll do a proper update soon, promise!

For now, I'll just suffer in Programming module, done by my facilitator named Chan Bok.

Chan Bok.

C.B

CB.



Bye!

Love,
Natalie Ishot





Appreciate what you have, because one day, it might be gone.

I have many many many things to address today, I've so many feelings whirling inside me now, that I'm not quite sure of how to put them out. SO, let's just do this step by step.

Cheating.

Look, if you get into a relationship, don't ever cheat. It's the most hurtful thing that anyone can ever go through in a relationship. Knowing that your partner is with someone else, knowing that they're making someone else smile, knowing that someone else has replaced you in their hearts, it hurts. I mean like, a relationship is for two people. Not three. If you want a relationship with three people, please go and have a threesome instead.



A relationship is built upon mutual understanding and trust. If you break that trust, basically, that relationship stands for nothing. If you do not love someone anymore, just give the relationship up. Cheating on them just because you're lonely, neglected, or whatever shit reasons you cancome up with are all excuses. Seriously, I think that cheaters should be flung out of a 100 storey building over and over again.

Running Away From Home.

Only the stupid-est out of the stupid people do that. Why? Urm, in case you haven't noticed, you have parents. Hello? Do you expect them to not worry about you, sit on their armchairs, put their feet on their table, when you're somewhere out there in the risk of being killed or raped? Don't even talk about getting hungry or thirsty.



Really, people. Where can you go when you run away? Are you gonna make a house out of leaves and sticks and live in it like a hobo? Or do you think that money's gonna drop down from the sky for you to use? And need I add on to how worried sick your parents would be? A child that they worked so hard to raise, runs away from them, leaves them intentionally. If you had such a child, how would you feel? With all that love showered upon you, you took it for granted, you threw it away, like it was nothing. You made it so easy to leave the ones that had sheltered you from harm, ever since you were born.

You were the lucky one who parents decided to not abort, you were the lucky one, that has a home to live in, you were the lucky one, that has parents to support you for your education. There are so many parents there facing abortion, and your parents made you, and decided to keep you. Because they wanted you as a part of their family, because they love you.


Believe it or not, that if you ever ran away from home, your parents would go through the lengths of searching the Seven Seas for you. So don't ever do something as stupid as this.

I have so many other things I would love to add on about these two topics, but I simply do not have the time to as I'm about to meet my babyboy.

I only have one last thing to talk about, and that's about losing one of my friends.

Well, at least, I thought he was a friend.

Kay no matter how much I'm gonna bitch about him and laugh it off, it's still gonna hurt yea?

Nothing sucks more than knowing someone used you, and lied to you, and all in all, took you for granted.

Not even fucking trying to apologize or salvage the relationship,

I know where I stand la kay.

So this is for you.


No seriously, fuck you. Fuck you with something the size as big of a house.

Fuck you for trying to tear my relationship apart with my boyfriend, which I apparently took no notice to, but good job for trying anyway.

Fuck you for backstabbing your friends of god knows how many years.

Fuck you for lying, I absolutely detest liars.

I hope that you can see what you've done here, cause now everyone knows what type of person you are.

I only hope those girls you talk to would finally snap out of it and realise you're using them to gain popularity. Please don't be so arrogant.

Love,
Natalie Ishot

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