Ishot's

Friday, May 11, 2012 2:55 PM

It was never easy.

Say hello to my new wallpaper.

Well, time really passes fast. In a blink of an eye, it's friday again.

It's already week 4 in school, and UTs are coming up. I fee somehow stressed, but not to the extend that I would revise all my 6Ps.

The whole week had gone by in a flash.

Problems, problems, problems, and more problems, followed by League Of Legends at night. I need to do something to change my schedule, it's kinda meaningless.

Babyboy has been spending a lot of time with me, and I really appreciate it, so I'm just writing it here if he ever sees it. Thank you. <3 Mmhmm. Yesterday wasn't a great day, but I shall not elaborate on it and instead, would like to share with you something else more meaningful. So, two days ago, I had a module called "Creative Concept". We had to use personal experiences to compile it into a story. One group really moved me with theirs, and even after class, it got me thinking throughout my way home. They made a short film, and a part of it went like this.

Dear 17 year old me,

You used to be so obedient. You used to cry over grades, but now you are crying over boys who dont want you.

The only time when you got hurt physically was when you fell accidentally.

But at this age, you hurt yourself physically and intentionally because you feel sad and lonely.

You smoke, you fight and you take drugs. You take part in activities that you are too young for.

You act without thinking and you yearn for the thrill of committing the crimes.

You went astray, but its ok. You are still young.

I find their script truly inspirational. And they are absolutely right.

Do you remember crying over that heartache that haunted you over and over again? Do you remember feeling lost and empty when you got rejected? Or maybe that first puff of smoke you took, just to be part of the crowd, just to fit in. What about going against your conscience, and bullying someone with your friends, although you know that they are innocent? Maybe even coming home with bruises, and yelling at your parents when they asked an innocent "What happened?"

I'm sure that we all do.

And this is to all the teens out there.

Whatever that you've wasted, you can still make it up.

We're still young, and we've got so much ahead of us.