Ishot's

Monday, July 2, 2012 9:16 PM

As we can burn brighter, than the sun.

Hello earthlings, this seems to be my signature face for 2012. ;)

Anyway, today, I'll be talking about boundaries.

Mmhmm.

Today, I lost my temper in class.

I absolutely hate it when someone insults someone that I love.

I am a person that can either laugh with you, or laugh at you.

Everyone has limits, and it's very important to know where they lie. You know that something's wrong when I stop laughing, and I simply keep quiet. When I tell you to stop you, you had better stop.

Now, I'm not trying to sound bitchy and all here, but some things are really not to be played around with. There's defnitely something that someone would joke about you, and you'll feel senstitive towards it.

It's like how you would never want someone to say that your mother is a slut, get what I'm saying?

I'm sure that some of you are like me.

Those people that keep quiet whenever they get hurt, and choose not to pick up a fight. Whenever there's an arguement, you're always the middle person, the neutral one forced to take sides, but you sit on the fence anyway. The one that bottles everything up inside, and thinks that everything would simply fade away.

But no.

Whatever that is bottled up inside eventually builds up, and when everything becomes too much to bear, you erupt.

And that was what had happened today.

I kept telling myself to keep calm, and keep calm, and keep calm.

But then, suddenly a part of me said,

Before I could even control myself, I said things that I had been hiding at the back of my head.

As soon as I realised that my temper was getting control over me, I walked out of class to cool myself down.

After reflecting upon this, I've realised that at times, people like us are in the wrong too.

As we're always sitting on the fence, or not voicing out our feelings, people think that we're okay with everything. We're not, and we never will be.

We must learn on when to draw the line, before things get ugly. We have to stop being lenient, and not let people step on our principles.

Another weakness of mine is that I do not know how to say "No." My boyfriend tells me that all the time, and I'm aware of it. I give in too easily, and I let people take advantage of that. I need to find a way to correct that.

Anyway, I'll be going for a movie with my classmates tomorrow! (:

This semester is ending, and honestly, I don't wanna part with certain classmates of mine.

They're namely Charman, Xiu Jun, Likhock and Bryan.

I'm honestly going to miss them, because they're friends that really do care for me, and know whenever something's wrong.

I'm not going to elaborate on them today, I'll save this for the end of the semester.

Hopefully, I wouldn't cry over them.