Friday, August 17, 2012 8:38 PM
I doubt you'll ever change.
I'm honestly sick of this.
Isn't there anything better that you can do, besides coming home and shouting at me for the smallest of things?
I've gotten used to it, but it really dampens my mood.
It's like pouring water all over the Macdonalds Hotcakes that I'm about to eat.
Really.
I honestly do not mean to talk back, but at times, I think that you've stepped over the line.
It's nights like this that I really cannot bite my tongue and swallow down my words.
I think it's pretty crazy of how you hate me for using your toilet, and I'm never allowed to climb onto your side of the bed.
I'm your daughter, for f*ck sake.
If I'm supposed to exist like some alien life form in this house, I'd rather not be here anymore.
I don't even feel hurt anymore, I'm just disgusted and frustrated.
And here I am, ranting about being unable to use your washroom and all, even when we're living under the same roof, just because I'm feeling really angsty now, and my readers probably think that I'm mad.
I wish that I was mad too, but apparently, these things are happening.
Too bad for me, I guess.
Anyway,
I was absent for school today, as I really couldn't bring myself to school for programming.
Met Qi Ying, her friend, An Er and XJ for breakfast @ Causeway Point though.
Qi Ying took a decade to finish her big breakfast, and by the time she was done, they were already running late.
Hence, they decided to be absent for school with me!
Well, we were supposed to plan a surprise for Tyson too, as it was his birthday on this upcoming Sunday! (:
So, we bought a blueberry cake from Breadtalk and we brought it to school.
On the first bread, we then surprised Tyson together with Likhock, Charman and Charlene!
Surprise plan
pass, as he didn't know that we were planning to celebrate his birthday for him!
After the celebration, we then separated from them and we proceeded to the library to pass time.
I spent my time playing Harvestmoon on my lappy, XJ played games on his phone, QY and her friend watched a *ahem* comedy, and An Er was... Actually, I'm not sure of what she was doing.
Boyfriend then came to fetch me home, and we watched 'Human Centipede' together. I couldn't stomach the whole show, so I gave up halfway, because my stomach was threatening to spill out my Hotcakes.
There's Archery shooting trials on Monday!
Deciding on whether I should go or not.
I've done my Art Of Story essay too, I'll be uploading it in my next post. (:
Annnnddd, that's it! (:
Love,
Natalie Ishot
