Friday, August 3, 2012 10:38 PM
So, what does life really mean to you?
Hello beautifuls. (:
It's time for another update!
Let's see. I've been spending a lot of time watching a korean drama online lately, and it's called 'The Fierce Wife'.
Here's the story line.
- Normal everyday couple.
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Wife's cousin moves in to stay with her.
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Husband falls for
cousin.
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Husband divorces
wife for
cousin.
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Wife is devastated, and vows to fight to get her
husband back.
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Wife changes into a beautiful woman.
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Husband and
cousin's relationship turns rocky as
Husband slowly sees the ugly side of
cousin.
Andddd, I'll stop going on about this just in case you get bored, or if you're watching it and you don't want me to spoil it.
The main point is that, people change.
They might change for the better, or they might change for the worst.
The reasons for changing is very diverse. It could be due to their own personal wishes to change or it could be due to influence. But mostly, it's just because of one word.
Pain.
I've seen this quote for probably a thousand times before, and yet, I've never really understood it until now.
Well, you see, when we talk about pain, I'm not talking about the ones where you watch korean dramas like me and feel a heartache and then proceed to cry your eyeballs out.
Or when you accidentally hit your hips on the counter and you're like okay, !@#>!* , I'm gonna change myself and lose weight.
No.
When I say pain, I mean like when you've gone through an unforgettable experience that had probably left you crying over nights, hugging your knees to stop yourself from shaking from all that sobbing, having eyes so sore from crying that they're hard to keep open, and you, wanting to just shut yourself off from everyone else and just rot away.
That's pain.
Shit happens. And when the crying stops, you change. It's either you learn from the experience, and make a better life out of it, or you decide to live life lowly because you're unable to forget that pain.
Pain twists you. And sometimes, in the most unimaginable and horrible way.
At times, I don't get people. I don't understand of how they can do such despicable things,
I don't understand how they can keep continuing to hurt people.
And then, it struck me.
Pain.
Forget Disney or Pixar's movies, forget about all that crap about being born evil. That's all rubbish.
Those people, they had probably gone through something that had changed them.
A perfect example would be of how 'Inside every player, lies a broken heart.'
Get what I'm saying?
So, I'd really love to set a target of myself, and that's to be more patient with others, and try to see things from their point of view. Changes don't happen overnight, they take reasons.
But then again, these are no excuse to be hurting people all of the time.
If you're not going to pick yourself up, and you're going to continue to stay that way, it's not pain that changed you.
It was a choice you've made to stay with it.
And that's all for today. (:
There are some thoughts in my mind that I'd really love to clear, I'l have to find a time to confront them soon. Meanwhile, it's all just stashing them into the back of my head.
Would like to end off this post with this kickass tattoo. (;
Hi boyfriend, sleep early for your badminton training tomorrow! <3 br="br">
Goodnight loveliesssss! (:
Love,
Natalie Ishot
